It's funny what hope does to us...or what hopes gives and takes from us. Sometimes it's just what you need and there right when you need it. Sometimes it's our Achilles' Heel that leaves us standing lonely and bewildered like a tricked child.
I think the most interesting aspect of hope is when it latches itself onto change. In some ways, hope for change is the blind leading the blind. Neither one of you knows what's coming, but you'll take each other there anyway.
I do think that your outlook on hope (especially when it's tagging along with change) reveals a lot about the roots of your personality. When change and hope show up at your front door, are you slamming the door shut because you don't invite hope in to help you see what could be? Are you opening the door a little too widely and letting hope into the dustiest corners of your house, leaving nothing to the imagination? For those with the positive outlook on life, your door is always open and hope is always welcome. For those with the negative outlook, hope probably walks right on by and knows not to try to sell its Girl Scout Cookies to your house.
Either way, change is going to show up time and time again- and usually as an uninvited guest- so what do you do with hope? Do you walk in the darkness with a grin on your face, relief in your heart, and hope laced between your fingers? Do you have a partner on the journey? Or, do you walk in the darkness with a furrowed brow, fear in your heart, and hope no where to be seen? Do you walk alone on your journey?
I've decided this. I am going to water my roots, keep them positive, and bring hope with me. Sometimes I might lose sight of it. Sometimes it will run away from me. Sometimes I'll really have to look hard for it. But, you want to know what- I know I'll never lose it, because I won't give up hope on finding it.
